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 Just one more. Let me in this. Please Lord. Please.

 Sometimes, you just want out.

So, I'm out.

So lately I've been thinking about things. Mostly about the future. The future happens all the time for us. Just like right now. And now. And now. Okay I'm losing it again. What am I driving at? The future freaks me out. They say high school's the scariest. How about college? Not only is it a new world, but it's a world with NONE of your previous friends in it. NO ONE will be there to help me through it. Well, besides my family, that is. But you know.. someone to walk with. Someone to share notes with. Someone who'll get the inside jokes of this professor. None of that.. anymore.

Maybe I'm exaggerating. Of course I'm going to make friends in college. And I'll have someone to walk with. And those notes to share. And have those inside jokes.

But it's just not the same. Yes, I know we usually say that we'll be friends forever and blah blah. But you know that you can never say those things when you're still in the situation. It just seems to lengthy to say the truth.

And maybe right now I know that I can't ask for high school friends to stay forever, just like I used to. Now, all I want is for me to forget in college. Forget about the good times. Forget about the walks, the notes, the inside jokes. Because then I won't miss them. And if I won't miss them, it won't hurt as much.

this has to be one of the saddest days of my life.
mixed emotions? cliche much. =))

all's good.

okay so i was reading a book and the TV was on and usually i can read with all the distractions in the world. this time around, apparently not.

manny villar's jingle came on tv. i literally lost concentration, looked at the TV, then to my book, then to the TV, then to my book, and finally i went "okay lets get this over with" and watched the commercial. then afterwards, all peace and order was restored and i was able to read my book.

HNB to the max.

in other news, i am too lazy to study or even care that i have 2 quizzes and a report due tomorrow. but what is life without sleep?

goodnight.

AV AV AV AV AV AV AV
rararar. :))))))

Now that you're mine
We'll find a way
Of chasing the sun
Let me be the one, that shines with you
in the morning, when I don't know what to do

Two of a kind
We'll find a way
To do what we've done
Let me be the one, that shines with you
And we can slide away

goodnight. :)

hay buhay.
i like complaining a lot. but sometimes i just don't let anyone know. cos then they'd say i complain too much then compare my situation to their situation and be all "you don't see me complaining."

but what's the purpose of complaining anyway? isn't it an expression of weakness? an expression of how you can't take the load that has been put on you?

why get mad? :|

so i believe that when people complain, just let them. it's not their fault they can't take it. there wouldn't be complaining in the first place if it had no purpose. and what else can they do besides that? at least you don't see them giving up on it. it's just a lapse in between all the work. then it's back to normal.

on the other hand, if you can't take people complaining to you, you don't have to compare your situation to theirs. it's not about the quantity of what you have to do. it's about how much the person can take.

but even though i've defended my stand, i nevertheless apologize for not being able to do as much as you. just to get it over with. kasi ayoko na ng away. and i know parehong matigas ulo natin. sooo... bahala na si God.

in other news, sir feria added me in FB! fantastic.

onceand for all id like to say

sge kayo na

happy birthday dad